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Patrick meets Tom while seeking help after a cycling accident

My Policeman

Patrick Hazlewood meets Tom Burgess after a car knocks a cyclist from her bicycle on Marine Parade. The accident is slight, but the encounter changes the direction of Patrick’s walk: summoned to find the police, he meets a constable unlike the men he expects, and registers him with an intensity that turns an ordinary call for assistance into the first charged moment between them.

The accident and the call for help

On a bright, warm late-summer Tuesday morning, at about half past seven, Patrick was walking along Marine Parade toward the museum to catch up on paperwork. He was enjoying the quiet and solitude, and even resolved to get up an hour earlier each day. Then he saw a cream Ford nudge a bicycle’s wheel. The contact was gentle enough that the rider did not fall immediately; after a brief delay, the bicycle wobbled and tipped her onto the pavement, her hands spread and her legs caught among the wheels. The driver continued on, leaving Patrick to hurry to her aid.

The woman, who appeared to be in her forties, was sitting on the kerb when Patrick reached her. Her bicycle was burdened with bags of string, paper, and canvas, which helped explain how she had lost her balance. Patrick touched her shoulder and asked whether she was all right. Her sharp, venomous reply made clear that she was angry, not reassured. When he asked if she could stand, she insisted that the police had to be called. Patrick therefore ran to the nearest police box, on the corner of Bloomsbury Place, intending to report the accident, leave the woman with an officer, and return to his day.

The errand begins in reluctance rather than a wish to engage with the police. Patrick despises their brutality and remembers an officer speaking callously about an attack in which a young man’s face had been badly mutilated. Expecting an assessing stare, raised eyebrows, or hostility toward his voice and manner, he steels himself before approaching the police box. His distrust belongs to a larger awareness of the danger and contempt directed at gay men; it makes his response to the constable’s difference immediate and significant.

Meeting Tom Burgess

The young man who steps out of the box is not what Patrick expects. Patrick notices his height and carefully shaped shoulders, strong without bulk, and compares him to a beautiful Greek youth with a broken arm in the British Museum. The comparison makes the moment more than a report of physical appearance: Patrick sees a figure whose beauty and strength seem to carry Mediterranean warmth while still fitting his British surroundings. The constable wears his rough black uniform lightly, and Patrick imagines life pulsing beneath the wool. For a beat they look at one another. Tom’s serious mouth meets Patrick’s sudden loss of words.

Tom’s greeting briefly leaves Patrick unable to remember why he has come. Once Patrick explains that a woman has fallen from her bicycle, Tom immediately tells him to show the way. Despite his youth, he sounds capable. He walks with energy and determination, frowning slightly as he asks the practical questions: whether Patrick was the only witness, what he saw, what make of car was involved, and whether he glimpsed its driver. Patrick answers as well as he can, eager to provide the information Tom needs.

At the scene, the woman is still on the pavement, though she has gathered her bags around her. Her manner changes when she sees Tom: the anger disappears into smiles, and she declares herself quite all right. She thanks him and mounts her bicycle. Tom smiles and tells her to mind how she goes; he and Patrick watch her cycle away. The exchange resolves the immediate incident without a report of serious injury or an identified driver. It also lets Patrick see Tom exercising authority without the aggression Patrick had anticipated.

Trust and the encounter’s significance

Before Patrick can explain further, Tom calls the woman a batty old bird and gives a small grin. Patrick reads the remark not simply as a joke but as evidence that Tom trusts his account over hers and already feels at ease enough to share an irreverent judgment with him. Patrick laughs, minimizing the incident as nothing major. The smallness of the call contrasts with the importance he gives to Tom’s response: Tom has believed him without making him endure the scrutiny he had prepared for.

When Patrick asks whether Tom often deals with difficult people, Tom says there are some, then admits that there are not many because he is new and has been in the job only a few weeks. His youth and inexperience do not prevent him from handling the situation decisively. More striking to Patrick, Tom does not give him an evaluating stare, show discomfort at his voice, or close himself off. Patrick describes him as open, and stresses that he remains open. The trust Patrick perceives is immediate and unusually consequential against his expectation of police hostility.

The scene is told through Patrick’s first-person retrospective account, not as an impersonal record of a minor road accident. Elsewhere in the same private writing, he reflects that his few affairs tend to be complicated and drawn out, unlike the brief encounters he associates with men at the meat rack; he also warns himself that he will burn the page rather than leave it for anyone to read. The account’s secrecy frames the memory as intimate and vulnerable. Its final reminder that the meeting took place two weeks earlier gives the initial encounter a hinge-like quality: the ordinary call to a police box has already become a memory Patrick preserves, even while imagining the destruction of the paper that records it.